23.2.05
I miss all the times we had together as a class. I know that we've already moved on to a new chapter in life, but I really wish that I could remain with the people in it forever. We didn't use to like our class so much, but dont you find it a much nicer class than 107? Of course there were a few whom we disliked, but a few seems so trivial now. I cant believe I actually thought this is a nice class to be in, I guess I just couldn't see. But now I can and now I know. And now I wish that 6J 04 would last forever. I guess I just have to learn to accept them.

Im still feeling happy though...it feels kind of odd. Like when others are feeling so depressed, Im feeling happy. Oh well, I can't help feeling happy can I? I really shouldn't be happy. My chinese marks are....depressingly low and I know I didn't do well for science.

A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness
Her beliefs hidden from most
Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown
Wondering where her place is in this life
She has come close to sharing herself
Never completely revealing anything to anyone

Just a part of a poem which I think describes her. I can hear her calling out for help, yet I cant help her. Im such a helpless friend.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005

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